sandykhoury

Well it looks like one of my recent obsessions will be realized soon. I will be getting soon a porcelain ball joint doll. My new muse should be here sometime next week. I will be so broke for the next few months but it will be totally worth it. The beauty that I will be getting is from Maryna Skubenko. She is such a great artist. Check out her website at: http://www.weeluckycharms.com/ Or at her Deviantart page at: http://marynas.deviantart.com/

I'm working on this story, well I have been working on this story on & off for years. I hope to one day have it finished. This is a work in progress. I have images & photos that go along with with each chapter, but here is the first chapter... I sit on top of this writhing old tower, my secret haven to the chaos and madness of this passing city. Feeling the wind blowing in my hair, through my body; I ponder if only he had taken me. All I wanted was to be taken from here, from the empty existence. From this city were life goes on with or without me. I'm of no consequence, to anyone. He told me that I was not worth taking. That my life was so

The other night had a very vivid but weird dream. Back in the 90's living with my mother in a townhouse apartment. Was the middle of the night in the dream too. Awake to see my mother lying on the floor, curled up in the hall and the first step of the stairs. This strange man was standing over her body. She was asleep. Not sure how she got there. The man looked like some actor that I have seen on TV. White, old and creepy looking, he had an empty look on his face, he was confused. I put mom in bed and walked him to his front door which was across our apartments. Then I called the cops. I remember a murder that happened in my apartment where